Sunday, September 27, 2009 11:39 PM
there's always this barrier between us. No matter how hard i tried to pull it down, you will always rebuild it. I'm tired of tearing it down. Just leave with it, and accept it.

things aren't going very well. i need a break soon, perhaps now.
things will not turn out well, because i'm trying to escape it now once again.
to find my courage, i guess, it really requires alot of faith.
i want to get back into the house of God. i need the peace from Him.

trying very hard to keep myself busy so that i will not think of things.
and i believe i can succeed.